A good thing about writing everyday is that it has become less precious. It takes away the pressure of making sure the piece coming out is good so I won't disappoint myself. It's like a white piece of paper. I was thinking about making a large painting today and why I am not doing it. The thought of making sure the first piece being good stops me from doing it because If I don't do it, I would not know that the result will disappoint me so by postponing doing it I can let it be a fantasy and a dream that can stay inside my vague imagination. I feel a little bit freer on writing after almost 40 days: I think one way is to do a lot until it stops being scary to do.